VISIONS FROM THE PAST; HOPE FOR THE FUTURE:

THE Knock hill

VISIONS FROM THE PAST; HOPE FOR THE FUTURE:

The knock hill sits between cairnpapple hill and Ravenscrag hill there is a four and a half foot plinth with a brass circular map on it. It shows all the surrounding landscape that can be seen from here north east south and west, this is the highest point in the Lothians I think. The knock hill has a tear through it from silver mining excavations, just beyond the knock hill to the north there is a deep pit where more extensive mining took place, maybe two hundred meter long and 40 meter wide or thereabouts, it is filled with water now and makes a nice view as it fits in with the landscape, at least to some degree.

I have read about this mining project but I don't remember much of what I read. What I do remember in reading about it was that it had been closed down, it is my idea that theses mines were halted from a higher a dimensional source due to its location near to cairnpapple hill.

Cairnpapple hill is connected to the leylines in Scotland and I believe it to be a multi-dimensional portal having certain frequencies of energy running through it. I also believe the mining of the silver would have brought down the vibration of the surrounding countryside and its beautiful natural flora and fauna in turn reducing the wildlife population. I'm sure what they did get was worth thousands of pounds to them at the time but it was halted.

I believe these silver veins are full of feminine wisdom and creativity, the energy vibrates at this frequency up to and around cairnpaple hill on an etheric level. I believe this energy gives balance and connectivity to other worlds and dimensions, to strip this feminine energy in a male dominant power driven world in my opinion would be a great loss. I believe the ancients preserved this site for us to connect with each other in this great time of change, the time of Aquarius a new age where the past meets the future to heal the wounds of many years.

One early evening I had parked my car at the knock hill, I had brought some crystals and a piece of rosewood that had a small stem and a root structure that flowed in one direction, I filled gaps with varying crystals and put my master crystal in place in the middle, it looked like a head with swept back hair, my master crystal was the face, I was listening to the moody blues ""in search of the lost chord" album, playing about with this thing I had just made outside the car, facing it up towards the blue sky and putting it in different positions and taking pictures and videos of it. I had no idea what I was doing and why.

I remember vividly asking as I'm playing about with this crystal wand (I'll call it) where do I come from I asked; not expecting a reply: A voice spoke gently to me and told me I come from before this time and space, before the birds and before the hills and the oceans, I come from before time itself, before the earth was created.

All the things from my spiritual experience 25year ago were now being reactivated, taking root in the synchronicities of every experience I was having. I could see some things I understood right away but most things came to me over short periods of time.

As I stood listening to my Higher Power he took me back into a very real and vivid memory I have. He took me back to something I experienced about 15 years ago. I was lying on bed staring out of the widow, I had left the curtains open wide to view the moon and the moonlight coming through the window. I was listening to an album called "" The lamb lies down on Broadway" by genesis, apart from the moonlight the room was dark.

I was transported from my room to another planet, I found out sometime later watching a video, that this is a planet where Shamanic healers take other people's souls to get rest and healing.

I did not have a form as such this was more of an etheric soul vision journey. It resembled dusk or a landscape bathed in moonlight although there was no moon, I felt that a sun was not a part of this place either or at least what we would call a sun. I was looking out over what resembled meadows and silhouetted rolling hills. Looking north east I see what looks like a river nestled in the landscape, across the river the hills got bigger, I could see an incline in the distant hills where it looked to be slightly brighter. The colour of the sky and atmosphere were strange, silent and empty as though nothing lived here, yet it had a very peaceful and comforting feeling.

I then noticed someone with a hessian type monks brown robe on in the distance on top of a hill, he was standing alone staring out over the land in the direction of the river and beyond with his back to me. I felt drawn to this figure, I proceeded to float across to him in my etheric body, as I approached I could sense a very peaceful atmosphere around him, he said nothing as I came to his left hand side. He knew I was there and what I was there for. (It took many years for this to flower into full consciousness in my mind through a serious of synchronicities ending in this guy appearing full size on a tree to me just prior to doing a water ceremony at corra-lynn falls Lanarkshire.)

As I came up to his side he was bent over as with age, I felt he did not want to reveal all his features to me, his cloak and the hood were covering just about everything,

I saw some of the side of his face, he had a darkish complexion (well-tanned) and not like our own features but similar, I felt he was filled with ancient wisdom he was so still and at peace in deep contemplation. He also had tubes of some sort not mechanical but biological, these tubes were a living part of this being, they were coming from the sides of his face going down into the back of his robe, I instantly remember thinking and feeling that I am looking at myself and that this being was me . I also saw and understood that these tubes are breathing apparatus and that I am a water being or hybrid of some sort in this other dimension. This place we met felt more like a meeting place rather than the dimension that this star being came from.

I came back from this awakened dream state not understanding any of it other than this being was I in another form and place, real or not I enjoyed it at the time. I never thought the reality and synchronicity of this experience would be brought forward into waking reality in my sober life so many years on. Now standing in this dirt carpark up the hills my past came to meet me, to teach me the truth that I am a starseed. This was the confirmation I needed to understand and realize I was a starseed here to help heal a very tired and sick human population and its weakening environment.

On the 10th of August 2014 a series of events started on the knock hill. It was late on and darkness covered the hills. I had parked the car up and got out to take in the view, it was a mild night with some cloud cover. As I was looking out into the night I saw what seemed to be lights flashing on and off or they looked as if they were flashing in and out, not in any particular place but all over the sky not loads of lights, enough to let me know it was real and not my imagination, I'd seen many such things happen on alcohol and drugs and this time was no different although I had not had a drink now for 4 years.

Years ago I would not have linked such phenomena with the spiritual. It seemed like I was living in a dream state I could not wake up from yet I knew in my heart that my higher power was guiding me.

I had distanced myself from AA and my family, I felt very alone and yet the hills welcomed and put a spiritual blanket of protection around me.

I intuitively knew these things I was doing was guided by a higher power, but my rational thinking would not allow it and told me my intuition was wrong and that I was kidding myself on, If it were not for the spiritual experience I had all 25 years ago I would have signed myself into a psychiatric ward, my wife has told me she was thinking about it. The only time it made sense was when I was alone up the Bathgate hills with my drum and crystals. I sat for hours in all weathers enduring the cold and damp for a glimpse of the moon or a look at some stars, watching the world go by wondering what it was all about and where all this was going.

Now I see how much and how fast this all occurred, if I had put it altogether then I'd be living up the hills in my tent, but God knows my heart and the path I am to take, it was not to become a spiritual hermet living in a cell up the hills. I would have, but this was not to be the route I was to go.

As I was contemplating the phenomena of flashing lights I could see what looked like wisps of cloud passing by me and in general much the same pattern as the lights, sporadically moving all over the place. This stuff moved like a cloud but came in and faded out again as though disintegrating in the night sky I have seen many moving cloud and mist formations but never like this.

This stuff disintegrated in the air like a small cloud evaporating in the high summer heat, vanishing in front of me. this cloud stuff was not at all full of water but seemed to be transparent with a whitish glow within it, some of this was quite big 44 feet or more sizes, but most were small of about a car size 10 feet or so in irregular shapes and sizes and it came as close as 15-20 feet from me.

A few hundred meters from the knock hill to the south sits a hill called Ravenscrag I call it the (Gypsy hill). Below Ravenscraig to the left is a small area of water (a small loch). And to the left lie fields and sparse areas of woodland and the road to Bathgate.

Love & light